I cant beleive...

This is the opinion I am entitled to. If you don't like it, read someone elses blog.

Anyways... he drives me crazyy... like wtf... he thinks that he's better than me all the time... like he'll put me down and stuff... and like he says how he holds things back all the time, well yeah... but after a while he explodes... i know how he gets... unlike him, i hold it in and actually keep it there... untill one day i just cant handle... therefor the past 2 attempt of suicide... what a douche bag... like i love him... not sometimes, all the time... but he doesnt get that he hurts my feelings... ebcause i dot express it so loudly like he does... he just..... RAWRRGRRRWOLOLLLLLLLGGGGREOLSLOELEoLElsKLGSBJIOvjkSDBKLRRRRRRAAWWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

he doesnt want to hear about what i've dont or who i've dont... or wethere or not i was in love with them even... I honestly have only done it 2 times... and tried for 3, but no cigar... and no i didnt love either of them... i'd rather him have done 5 different girls that meant nothing to him than one that meant the world at one point,... obviously enough for him to totally bail out on me... i hated that.. like wtf.... it took me a year to get over hima and let someone new in... and he got over it and fell back in love within a friggin' week dude?!?!?!

lost it 3 days after we dated?!?! why was she so special taht she could steal you? why is he so speciall that i keep taking him back again and again...well that wont happen again... if this doesnt work, im done with love, and i'll live the rest of my life with my own last name,... and cats for the cuddlin'.. bitch.