Wednesday, July 29, 2009

I'm so tired of Everything...

This is the opinion I am entitled to. If you don't like it, read someone elses blog.

I'm so tired of summer now.. i haven't done anything all summer. all i've done is go camping for a week... other than that I've been on the computor, watching tv, and playing video games... it's really starting to annoy me too, cause I've been talking to like all my friends who have been going to concerts and to the movies and out to diners... I wish my mom didn't have me living in a freaking bubble... she goes out and does stuff, why can't I? it's so dumb... i can't even go down the street to McDonalds with my best friend, or to the hair salon to get my hair cut without her getting in mybusiness... i have to stay at home and then hear her complain about how i just sit in my room alll day... then whnen i want someone to come over i have to ask my mom and dad, cross check with their parents, andthenlet my mom do her stupid mom radar scan over... if she doesn't like her, she's not coming over. i said her because boys coming over is totally out of the question... she wonders why i don't leave my room or wake up at a decent hour...this is the reason; I DON'T WANNA LISTEN TO HER COMPLAINING AND WHINING AND THEN NOT GET TO DO ANYTHING WHEN I WAKE UP ANYWAYS!!!! THERE'S NO POINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M TIRED OF EVERYTHING, WHEN MY MOM DECIDES, HER DECISION IS MADE AND I GET NO CHOICE WHATSOEVER. IF I DO GET A CHOICE, IT'S MY CHOICE ACCENTING HER CHOICE!!! WHICH IS A NOTHER REASON THAT I HAVE DR.SEUSS SWIRLS ON MY FREAKING WALLS AND THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS BLACK IN THE COLOR PALLET OF MY ROOM! I HAVE NO FREEDOM IN THIS PLACE, MY DAD IS THE ONLY FAIRNESS I GET. OTHER THAN THAT, MY OWN MOTHER OPENLY REFERS TO THE HOUSE AS A COMUNIST OUNTRY... WELL YOU KNOW WHAT, SCREW YOU JOSEPH STALIN, I'M GOING TO SET MY SIGHTS ON FREEDOM AND IF IT COMES TO ME IN THE FORM OF A CAR, AND THE 18TH YEAR OF MY EXHISTANCE, I'M FINE WITH THAT!!!! I'M GOING TO SHOOT MYSELF IN THE FACE IF I DON'T GET SOME FREEDOM IN THIS 'COMMUNIST COUNTRY'!!!! IT'S GETTING ON MY NERVES, PEOPLE ARE CALLING ME A LOSER, THERE'S NOTHING BUTDRAMA, AND DEPRESSION ANYMORE...


I ' M S O T I R E D O F E V E R Y T H I N G ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

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